Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me. Happy birthday dear... me-ee. happy birthday to me. And many more! Wow. Who knew being 39 was so much work?

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

One week ago today, my little girl had a massive asthma attack so we went to the hospital. That was at 4:00am. My baby brother's baby passed away at 7:00pm that same day.

Spark was released on Thursday so we all (me, Spark and Scoot) flew out to NM for the funeral. Everyone was amazing. My brother and his partner are being so strong and centered about the whole thing. Realistic and accepting but still expressing their sadness. They're super supported by their family and friends out there and they are really leaning on each other so I think they're going to pull through just fine. I love them so much and I'm really glad I got to go out there to see them for a little bit, just to make sure they're o.k. Anyways...

Miss Alyssa Kianna, thank you for joining our family. You are a miracle and you accomplished more in your eleven weeks here than some people do in eighty years worth of living. You touched more hearts than you'll ever know and you showed your parents how much strength and love they are capable of summoning which is a huge amount and a tremendous gift. We'll miss your fighting spirit, your wrinkley "displeased" face and your beautiful grey eyes. Maybe someday you can come back in another body that's not quite so broken and we can enjoy you for a little bit longer but regardless of when and if that happens, we're grateful you were here even if it was for so short a time.

Friday, January 05, 2007

My brother's baby almost died last night. Poor little bub. I wish there was something I could do for them... this sucks.

Monday, January 01, 2007

Happy New Year!

Hope the coming year is rewarding, interesting and extremely low in stress for everyone! Thank all of you angel-peeps for being a significant part of what makes my life so grand! Hopefully 2007 will NOT prove to be the year in which, I will drive all of you away with my craziness...!