O.K., a little less sad...

But still realy depressed. We had a long night last night talking to my mom and my brother and just generally feeling bad. Then i checked my messages and found out I had a message from earlier in the day from him that was all excited because they were going in to find out the sex of the baby and he was going to call me to let me know, blah, blah, blah... man. anyway. I'm going to get to see him soon and they' have a follow up with some specialist on Monday so. I wish i knew how to fix this...